starrysam

Bakukami

AU where Kaminari wants to be a writer.

Kaminari sat staring at an almost blank page crying when Bakugou bust into the room.

"What's wrong, dunce face?" Bakugou says.

"Oh yeah, I was trying to work on my goals for the future. I started crying because even though I love writing, I still can't believe that I'll ever be able to do it as an actual job. I also can't come up with anything for my strengths or skills. I barely can believe I'm even good enough to hire, how am I supposed to convince others of that." Kaminari said sadly.

Bakugou sensed that this was not a time where Kaminari could take Dunce Face lightly.

"Uh, Kaminari, you know I don't actually think you're stupid right. You may not know everything right now but that's why you're still in school, to learn." Bakugou spoke.

"Yeah, I know. I just can't help but feel useless, I miss important things constantly, I wake up super late and miss classes and it's getting harder to even take care of my basic needs or remember to eat even. I'm so stressed about assignments because I always procrastinate or socialise online instead. I don't even mean to, I just feel so depressed and hopeless sometimes and I try to care about work because I should but I always end up doing it last minute. Even today I ended up crying for hours because I got sad that I couldn't think about good things about myself and when I remembered that I have decided to be an editor because I don't believe I could ever be an actual author." Kaminari ranted.

"It's okay, you don't have to have everything figured out now, you're still in school." Bakugou comforts.

"I know, but they're asking these questions and they along with stories from friends make me realise that I haven't done anything with my life, I barely had friends growing up to play with, all I did was write, read and play video games. Now all I can do is write and I'm worried that it's the only thing that I'm sorta good at and really anyone can write, I'm not that good." Kaminari vents to Bakugou.

"I'm also worried that I'll step into the world after I graduate and just break down, that I won't be able to take it. I won't be able to live alone or keep a job or do things everyday that others seem to make seem so easy." He continued.

"It's okay, you don't have to have all the answers to your whole life right now." Bakugou spoke.

"I don't even know what kind of help or support I want from you." Kaminari starts crying again.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll just hug you. I don't know what to tell you but I can offer hugs, one time only." Bakugou says.

"Okay, thanks." Kaminari says as he hug Bakugou.